i love you mom :*♡

dear mommy, i know your condition now is very weak, even to speak you feel hard to pull up your voice :'( . i know what do you feel, im really really sorry if you feel im stay away from you. NO MOM NO! honestly, i want to close to you like i close with dad but, when im with you i feel...awkward. i dont know why! and please dont ever say i dont love you, it's impossible. no children hate their mom even if they say it, but deep down in their heart....no! every single person loves their mother :') . you know me mom, im a quiet person & shy. im not a person who say what i feel directly.

so, i just hoping the best for you. eveeryday! always~

God Bless you MAMA :') 

your naughty daughter :'D

rinilestari

some slang \m/

kalau mau berbahasa inggris pake slang(gaya) amerika atau american slang harus tau kata-katanya, sama juga kayak yang pernah saya post disini, yaitu proverbs(peribahasa). oke let's see some slangs below:

boo-boo = mistake (kesalahan)

-> "If you make another boo-boo like that, you won't have a job"

bent = angry (marah)

-> "It's OK. Don't get so bent"

thick in head = stupid (bodoh)

->"He is thick in the head"

wheels = car

-> "If you let me borrow your wheels, I'll go out and buy a pizza"

airhead = orang bodoh

-> "He's such an airhead"

zero = nobody

-> "you're nodody around here"

at sixes and sevens = cunfused/dont know what to do

-> "im really at sixes and sevens"

all wet = completely wrong

-> "your idea about the tasks are all wet"

ace = very good

-> "she's an ace singer"

a little bird = a secret person

->"a little bird told me about that yesterday"

rocks! =  something, someone, or situation is great

-> -"my new math teacher rocks!"

hardcore = someone who is very committed/ something / situation that is extreme

-> "she's a hardcore lawyer"

sick = anggry/annoyed

-> "im sick of this homework"

bucks = american dollars

-> "can i borrow nine bucks?"

sweet = fantastoc/wonderful/great

-> "that new book is sweet!"

nuts = to be crazy / act foolishly

-> "you're going to kiss her in  public? are nuts?!"

bum = borrow

-> "can i bum a pen?"

freak out = nerveus

-> "im freaking out!"

what the heck! = express anger

->"what the heck! it's doesnt work!"

chill = relax

-> "stop freaking out! you need to chill out!"

stinks = dissaponting

-> "A: i lost my new phone, B: that stinks!"

as hell = very

-> "she's annoying as hell!"

nosey = too interested to someone's life

-> "dont be so nosey!"

pumped = feel excited

-> "im pumped for the concert tonight!"

pigg out = eat a lot

-> "i pigged out on satay yesterday"

around the corner = coming soon

-> "yeah! summer is aound the corner!"

i feel like shit = feel bad

-> "I feel like shit"

rusty = haven't done something in a long time so you aren’t as good as you were before

-> "I haven’t played piano in a long time, so i’m pretty rusty"

Christina Perri - Jar of Heart

this is my favorite song right now! check it out, Christina Perri - Jar of Heart

lyric :

No, I can't take one more step towards you

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel all right

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

'Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

[Chorus:]

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

p.s : im single! :p