actually yesterday i have something to show, it's something i made at afternoon on thursday. a day before our 4 month anniv. but i tore it up with annoyance :'( . it's not a special thing but that day i wanna show it to you :'( . i made a 'M' letter from cardboard and i also wrote 'I♥Mahathir' on it too , i have the pics but i cant upload it!
i feel so ungodly, our status is unclear. who am i now in your eyes? your friend? or still a special person in your heart? i do not know! you stay away from me, i think you dont need me anymore so you do that! i know , maybe im not the right person for you. i realize it! but please, gimme a clarity, my heart is not a toy!! i know im bad for you, i always make you hurt, make you disappointed, sad, and so on . but, I LOVE YOU !!! i swear, I DO LOVE YOU :'( . i dont know you still love me or not, but clearly in this blog i say to you "I LOVE YOU" ! but, seems like you dont need me anymore so you move away~~
i just want a clarity, just it! im you GIRL FRIEND or im NOT ??!
i'm sorry.. :'(
ReplyDeleteyou fell that becuse of me.. actually that day i really want to be with you, i want cause that our day, but your sms not come, so i think you dont want. :'(
i want to have it. why you tore it up?? its a special thing for me, dont you know?? everything about you is special.. :'(
however our relationship, i still loving you, nothing else..
i move away cause i think i will disturb you. im sorry, im really2 sorry my love.. :'(
i will hold your promise, dont break your promise to me, and i will do the same.. :') i promise..